In Ghese Tamum Mishe

Mano hala Navazesh kon..ke in forsat nare az Dast...
shayad in akharin bare..ke in Ehsase Ziba Hast....

Mano hala Navazesh kon hamin hala ke Tab Kardam...
Age Lamsam koni shayad,,,Be Donyaee to bargardam...

Hanoozam mishe ashegh bod..too bashi kare sakhty nist...
Bedone Marz ba man bash...Agar che dige vaghty nist...

Nabinam in Dame Akhar Too cheshmat ghose mishine...
Hame Ashkatoo Mibosam..Midonam Ghesmatam Ine...!!

To Az cheshmaye man khondi ke az in zendegy khastam...!
kenaret Onghadr Arumam,,ke az marg ham nemitarsam...!!

Tanam sarde vali Engar to Dastae To Atishee...
Khodet Pelkamo Mibandi Va In Ghese Tamum Mishe..!!

Akharin vasyat

inja minevisam k hamishe bemanad..mostanad bashad ta vaghty k emzayash kardim nagim k nagoftim,,nagim k nemidanestim...
minevisam k harvaght deleman gereft beyaemo bekhanim o befahmim che ahdi bastim...minevisam vasiyat name am ra b to..vaghty k gharar ast nabasham pishat,,,chera vasiyat name? chon vaghty nabasham ehsasam nabashad ba morde farghy nadaram..
pas gosh kon chon baraye to minevisam nazanin...baraye vaghty Dar sare rah derakhte sib didio talkhi in roozhae sakht b yadat ayado sib ra gaz nazani...hata negah nakonio beravii,,,
man darde mohabat ra hargez b to naspordam,,,in oghdeye dirin ra midanio midanam...
bar marsiyeam bengar,,,naghshe rookhe khod binii....
in gheseyee ghamgin ra mikhanio Mikhanam..!!
barayat migoyam nazaninam k rahat ra entekhab kon,,hadaf haye doros ra peyd kon...dorost zendegy kon...to fereshte hasty nemitavani kharab shavii taghatash ra nadarii,,,pass beman hamchenan khoob...!!
barayat gofte am az ravabete kasif k hame haman ast k gofte am hamishe va baz ham migoyam k az anha ejtenab konn....be to sabet kardam k in ravabet dar harshekli bashad joz tebghe roosoomat kasif ast..b hich gheymaty khod ra kasif nakonn...b hichkas etemad nakoon jooz khodat,,dar in donya tanha kasi k ghabele etemad va mohem ast khodat hasty...!!
midanam taarife to ba man argh mikonad,,vali khodat ham midani k man bishtar dar miyan e in palidiha  bodamo zendegy kardamo mordamo va hala hasele hame tajrobyato heshayam ra barayat migoyam...b to goftam az rooz haye avaal b to goftam az pasty hayam b to hame chiz ra goftam,,khod ra ghorbani kardam...ghororam ra niz...k to bedanio be to sabet shavad k donya inghadrha ham ziba nist...
moadelate in donya hich vaght doros az kar dar nemiayad...hata dar pak tarin sharayet chize paki vojood nadarad..Nemidanam be to sabet shod ya na vali midanam k baraye esbatash tavane sangini dadam...!! Kash betavani ...kash ro dar vaysi ra begozari kenar ..fekr nemikonam sakhttar az eterafato shekastane man bashad dar in majall...!!
harvaght khasty natavani ,,ya chizi nashavad,,ya javgir shavi,,,ya betarsii,,,ya .... b Arzeshe ghorbani byandish...ba in ke chize ziyadi nabod vali dar hale hazer tamame sarmaeo daraeyam bood k paye in mozoo gozashtam...agar in khon paymal shavad,,,digar che mimanad az man?
Dast nayaftani shoo...maghror bash...hame chiz dari va chizi ham kam nadari....Tori bash k kasi b khodash joraat nadahad k b too hata fekr konad che beresad b jesarato tohin...!!

inghad zarifi k ba yek negahe harze mishkanii..ama to khalvate khodam tanha faghat male manii..
tarsam ine k roo tanet jaye negaham bemoone...ya Roye tisheye cheshat ghobare aham bemone..
to pako sade mese khab,,hata ba bose mishkani...shekle hame arezooham,,tajasome khabe mani...
hata ba inke hichkas,,,mese man asheghe too nist...pishe to ayneye chesham haghire layeghe to nist..!!

yadat miayad...hich tasavori az akhare majara nadashtim,,hala hamin shod k mibinio mibinam...!! fasele...Fasle..va baz ham bishtar fasele...hekayate mano to bare manfio mosbat ast k harche zor mizani manfiye vojode man dar kenare pakio mosabte vojode to nemimanad va baz ham faselo fasele...
vali kash b vasyate man amal koni,,tanha chizi k roham ra aram mikonad hamin ast,,bavar kon hes mikonam...bavar kon vaghty b man fek mikoni hes mikonam az rahe door ,,harcheghadram begooyee k fasele marge beyne dastae to ta man...vali baz ham zendegy ine hasele eshghe to ba man....
kash befahmi k vaghty tora bargi dar daste bad bebinam,,bi angize ,,bi hadaf va bi hoviyato dast yaftani che hali b man dast khahad dado che mikonam ba khodam,,,kochektarin hese manfi ra peygiri mikonam,,az halat jooya mishavam..man hamishe hastam...harvaght etefaghi soali moshkeli pish amad..hamchenan mahramat manam...!!
faghat eltemasat mikonam k in akharin khasteam vasiyatam ra anjam bede...hamishe Ba YaDat aram mishavam...!!!

To chesham ashki namonde,,to delam harfy nadaarm..dge vaghte raftane..safare dor o deraze...!!!
Entezare rooze barfy..to delam dagh zade sarma..entezare aftabe garm..to delam yakh zade ama..!!

Khodaya Fereshtee k rozegari barayam b amanat ferestadii k b man kheili chizhara sabet koni,,b khodat baz migardanam...khodat shahedi tamame sayam ra kardam dar hefazatash...khatayam ra bebakhsh...

Hale Man Daste Khodam Nist

Hale man daste khodam nist..Dige aroom nemigiram 

Delam az kasi Gerefte,,ke mikham barash bemiram..!! 

Baazz...sarneveshto...entehayee ashenaeee! 

Baazz...lahzehaye gham angize jodaee!! 

Baazz...Lahzehaye Nagozire Del boridan..!! 

BaZaM,,Avale Rahoo Hese Talkhe Naresidan!! 

Paye Donyaee To Mondam..Mese Asheghaye Alam...!! 

Taa mano bebakhshi akhar..Ta Delet besooze kam kam!! 

Mese Ayne Ro Be Roome...Hese ba too bodane man..!! 

DaRaM Az Daste Too Miram...ASHEGHI KON MANO NASHKAN...!! 

hale man daste khodam nist
ye ja aroom nemigiram
delam az kasi gerefte
ke mikham barash bemiram

in rooza badjori saket
in rooza badjoori sangam
hame zendegimo bakhtam
paye roozae ghashangam

shabo rooz kenare man bood
mese saye nazanini
too bego che hali dari
vaghty sayato nabini?

mese ayne ro b roome
hese ba to bodane man
daram az daste too miram
Asheghi kon mano Nashkan

Paye donyaee to mondam
Mane Ashegh mane Adam
Ta Sedat belarze akhar
Ta delet begire kam kam..!!

Akharin tarane hamoo
mikhunam ba cheshmaye khis
Asheghy kon mano nashkan
Hale man daste khodam nist..!!

_PeYneVeshT__[Sheer az AbdoLjaBaRe KaKaE]__Age CheshmaT BeGan Are...Hichkodom KaRii Nadare__

Nemifahmam

Peyda kardane Kalame baraye neveshtan Sakht ast...Hey  bayad maze maze konam zire zabanam ke che mikhaham begoyam .. khoob ast ya bad,,? Nemidanam..!!
In Roz ha Por shode am az Nemidanam, Nemikhaham,Nemifahmam....in Akhari az hame badtar...

Zendegi poor az Nemifahmam hast..Yek jahaee mishavad Cheshm ra bast va az rooyash Parid,Chizi ham nemishavad.... vali Yek vaght haee Gir miyofty..Cheshmhayat baz mimanad, Negah mikooni Ama Nemifahmi..
Mitarsi Bishtar Negah Koni Khodat ham ghati shavii...Mikhahi farar koni Ama Nemidani kojaa....!!! har taraf ke micharkhi Yek Goroh ra mibini Ke nemifahmi Baz..!!

Shayad Moshkel Az man Ast k Nemifahmam Va man gharibeam ba In ha Ke Be Nazare Too TasaDofii,,...Zedo Naghiz ,Alakii va Bi Ahamyat ast...Shayaad....va mohem chizhaye Digar!

NemiDanam Cheraa Dalile In Hame Dargirii Ra,  Nemifahmam..!!? Dar Tamame Omram Ta be hal hamchin hesi nadashtam...Saket tar shodeam..Zehnam be ham rikhte ast..Bahane haye Kochake Shademani Ra ham Bikhial Shodeam..Fasele Az Hale Khob Be Hale Badam kasri az Saniye Mishavad,,Albate ke  Bishtare Vaght ha Dar Haman Hale Bad Mimanam...Taghriban Hich kare Khasi Nemikonam.. Jooz Fekr Kardan Be Chiz Haee Ke Nemifahmam..!! Aramam Kon..!!

___PeyNeVeSht__:__[ Daram in Ahangoo Gooshh Midam ]__ Age Ye Shab Beresam Be HagHayegh Misham Khodaye Ashegh...Migam Razamo Be Setareye Daryae MaghReB...___

Tamam va digar hich

Adamha tamam mishavand,dir o zod darad,,ama belakhare tamam mishavand,,tamam shodan baziha faghat bande yek kalame,yek jomle ast...kasi harfi ra mizanad va too midani k haman lahze baraye to tamam shod,,ya kari mikonad k barayat tamam shavad...ehtemalan mobareze mikoni va talash mikoni ke faramosh koni an kalame ra,,an jomle ra...an kaar ra,,,vali khodat ham midani ke tamam shod...
enha az in harfhaest ke hamishe tahe dele taraf ,,poshte neghabash bode ama yekbare bi ehtyati karde va gofte ya an kar ra anjam dade,,ghasamo aye o az dahanam dar rafto javgir shodamo ghalat kardame badesh ham fayedee nadarad...dardnakiye intor tamam shodanha mobareze adam ba khodash ast ke hala faramosh konam ya na? ama belakhare dir ya zood yek joore digar khodash ra neshan midahad...Agar tekrar shod che??

bazi ha ham be arami tamam mishavand,,digar harfe moshtaraki nemimanad..cheghadr magar adam mitavanad beshinad va khatere ha raa moroor konad. yek jaee mibini digar nemitavani beshini ba taraf hata harfe sade bezani..be khodat migoee hala begooyam ke che shavad? mibini hoseleye harf zadan ham nadari..in ast ke hey labkhand haye bi rang mizani va doa mikoni khodash befahmad....!!!

bazi ha ham az aval tamam bodand ,,khodat ra gool zade bodi hame in modat...an ha ham aslan dakhele bazi nistand...!!

Chizi ke hast inha shahamat mikhahad..in tamam kardan ha shahamat mikhahad..dar har hal tanha mandan kare sadee nist...va faghat ham tanha mandan nist...hezaro yek joor bar chasb khordan ham darad ke felani ba hame hamin ast va yek modat khob asto bad miravad va yahtamel beshnavi k khodat ra migiri va labod ba az ma behtaran mipari ke digar ba anha nemipari va az in harfha....

bazi vaghta mishavad k be in fekr mikoni ke aslan shorooee nabashad k bekhahad tamam beshavad,,chon heyf ast kasi tamam shavad ghabl az ham safari,,,safar ya in tamam shodan ra be taavigh miandazad ya sarii tarash mikonad ke dar har 2hal nikost...!!