labod hala k khat khaty haye mara mikhani saatha az tarikhe negareshash gozashte...
gofte bodam...in khasyate man ast
ta dar kenarat hastam dide nemishavam
vaghty door mishavam va tanha mishavand anvaght yadeshan mioftad k in badbakht ham ghalb dasht...Didi che zood dir shod?
midanam digar barayam neminevisio hoselash ra nadari,,,vali man minevisam ba tekye bar haman ahde pishin,,hamishe o hame ja az to va baraye too
hala k baraye digari minevisio dar kenarash hasty...dar kenari hastam,,na dar fekro ghalbat
yani fekre oo barayat mohemtar ast...
b khatere hamin khat khaty hara nemikhastam bekhaniii
pass minevisam baraye vaghty k dar kenarat nistam
shayad an rooz bekhanio bekhahi k bedani k be che fekr mikardam..
be khodam?
be inke chera in hame etefaghate bozorg baraye mane kochak mioftad
be inke joseam nahiftar az moje zaman ast
be inke digar tavane jangidan nadaram
be inke hargez hich chiz ra be zoor nakhastam...
tora niiz...
va be inke cheghad zood dir mishavad...va be too...
harfha daram barayat ama heyf k kharidarash nisty...
che sakht ast to be entehaye taghate oo reside bashi ...na?
o k hameye gozasht ha va eshgh ha va shoor ha ra ba oo amokhty digar tavani baraye to nadarad....
va to bi selah va maghmoom dar goshee,,nezare gare entehaye khod estadee...dard minooshi va eshgh mibazi
Rasty bakhtan ra payani hast?
Cheshmane khasteat ama hanooz miderakhshand az barghe omid
shayad ke roozi ketabe nakhande bekhanad va aghosh begoshayad va pazira shavad dele ranjoorat ra..shayad,,,
Rozegaram hamin ast......Gom mishavam dar chera ha va chegone ha..
baraye yekbar ham ke shode mikhaham an pare pare ra k ghadimtar ha namash del bood be darya bezanam..
mikhaham sabet konam zaef tarin ha ham mitavanand gam haye bozorg bardarand...
mikhaham be to begooyam....
heh..harfhaye gonde az in table khali...
che migoyam man?
in chist ke mara mikeshad be dalani ke midanam akharash kojas?...Tanhaeee...!!
shayad ham goftam..shayad tavanestamm,,vali naa..nemitavanam
ama hata labkhand haye maherane am ham nemitavanand mane az shenidane faryad haye ghalbam shavand...
mikhaham be to begoyam ,,harvaght baran gereft,,boro zire baran,,,mikhaham begoyam tanha naravi yek vaght...ke be yadam beyoftyo an rooze baranii...!!
yarat ra ham hamrahat bebar...
midanam ke midani che eshghy darad yarat ra zire baran baghal koni...moraghebash bashii...bebosiyash...bad ba sedaye boland bekhandii...va shayad ham name ashkii...mikhaham hamishe bekhanii haman khandeye dosdashtanii...
mikhaham begoyam nakonad bahse bikhodi koni bar sare chatro kolaho kafsho...
bi chatro kolaho paye berahne boroo...
hata an shal gardane rooze tavalodat ra ham nabar..
mikhaham begoyam nemidani k ma inja char darimo kolaho kafsho barani haye rang b rang ama na yar darim va na baran....!!
bas ast digar...mikhaham az in kaboose hezar jame bidar shavam...tekrar shavam..inbar...kami dir tar,,kami pirtar bi taghat tar ama...va bitab...
bayad ba in daftar khodahafezi konam..khodahafez hamin hala!!